Freestyle+Writing-Crash

The other night I was talking to haylee beck on the phone and we were planning our weekend. I had asked her if she would like to come over sometime durring the weekend and go in the hottub with me. It was a sunday night when I was told to call her but I didn't, I don't know why but I just didn't. The next day, Monday, I got to school early and as always whent upstairs early right when I got there, to put my stuff away. I saw Shelby, just standing at her locker crying her eyes out. I asked her what was wrong, then the next thing I knew, I was crying too. She told me Haylee was dead and that she had died in a car accident the night before.She had said that Deb had called her the night before and told her about the accident. I thought to myself "It's my fault! I shouldv'e called her last night but I didn't, and now she's dead! She'll never be here again!" We kept crying then we wiped our tears and walked down the stairs. We didn't say anything although we knew some words would be spoken because all of the other classes had already known and were told not to tell. I told Mo, my best friend who's real name is Megan,that Haylee was dead, she laughed. I don't think it was cause she thought it was funny, I had done the same thing when I was little and my grandma had died. I didn't cry then, I laughed. Not for the fun of it but cause of another fealing, I was remembering the good times we had had. And Mo probably was then too. After I read her face, I could tell she wasn't just enjoying the good times, she was hiding her fears just llike I had also done. Mrs. Stein our principal had came in CC Math and told all of Mrs. LaShawnda's(Dickerson's)class to come into our homeroom for a second. There, awaiting us was 5 or 6 councelors. I had also told Tyler earlier so we were prepared. We started to cry, then they told us the news. Mo, who I thought would take it really light, took it the hardest and started bursting out in tears. She used practically the entire box, maybe even 2. After all the noses were wiped and tears were stopped by the burning of our skin where we had once let our tears rest and sting, I went back to class, but I was told to go downstairs, I don't remember why though. When I was going down the stairs my friend mckenzie, who's in 2nd grade at the time, asked why I was crying. At last I got it out right off the bat. "My best friends dead! She's never comeing back!" Right after I had said that I couldnt believe it. It sounded horrible to say and then I though, "How would marrissa take this? Haylee was practically her sister." The counselours saw me crying then asked me if I wanted to go in the art room where for the entire day they would be holding it open for people to come in and vent their fealings about this. I got there and told brenna and chris and roni and someone else bout what I had told Mckenzie and they started to cry. After that I thought about making an entire sheet for the entire 5th grade to sign. I was first to write my name and it made me feal better. After all of us had signed I had decided to take roni and brenna with me to each 5th grade class room and have evry single person signe it. I left a few extra spaces and Rachel Leazenby, Mrs. Lashawnda and a couple more people signed it that were in 6th grade. We placed it on Haylee's desk and duckt taped it to her desk. We left everything be, I put a ring on her desk that had a pink heart on a black band, then everyone else decided to give her heart necklaces and everything. I'll miss you HayHay Beck!

R.I.P. HayHay Haylee A. Beck. 1997-2008 Forever in our hearts you lie a kind spirit hayhay