Moving+Out_12

When I moved out of the house that my __mom__, my __sister__, my __brother__, and I lived in, we had no other place to live so we had to move in with my __grandma__, and my __aunt__, and her 3 __brothers__. I was only 6 years old when that had happened. When I lived there, I was walking my __dog__, and I started running with her, and I stoped, and she kept going, I tripped and fell, and she started dragging me, and I got a big huge scab on my knee, and my __mo__m put something on it, and she said that it woudn't burn, but it did, and I screamed, and cried. Like a few weeks after that I think, my __sister__, my __brother__, and I had to move into a foster home, and I went to a foster home with my __brother__, and the lady that we lived with, her name is __Nikay__, and we had a lot of fun there, until I had to move, and I went to this __treatment center__, and it is called the __Critten Center__, and it is kid of like a shelter. Then after shelter I went to another foster home, but I fogot their names, and then I think a few week or months after, I went back to the Shelter, and then I had a family come visit me, and I said yes to living with them, and it as horrible, because they slammed me against the walls, their son, __Kolby__ was mean to me every single day, and at school, he called me the __BLACK GIRL__, and he said that in front of his friends, and he pushed me off of the bike, he pushed me down on the gravel road, and I was wereing shorts, and he made me bleed, and I got 2 scars fom that on my right leg. Also one day I accidently steped on glass, and they all blames me for breaking it, when his dad hit my door on the light bulb, and it broke, and he was trying to get me out of my room without me steping on any glass, but I did, and he took me downstairs, and told me to stand in the corner, and I didn't even brake the light bulb, and then he cleaned up the glass, and he came downstairs to help me clean it up, and also when I lived there, we had to move, and me and his mom, __Annette__, went to the old house, and started pulling weeds, and pulling the veggies that were done growing, and that was one of the times that she was nice to me, and __Dave__ was also nice to me, just like only maybe 1 or 2 time, and then I went back to the __Shelter__, and I left there I think a few days after that, and I went to the place that I am at right now, and that is at __Tina__ and __Darlene's__, and then I went to a placement called __Beloit__, and I stayed there for I think about 8 or 9 __Months__, and then I left there on the 1st of __Febuary__, and now I am at __Tina__ and __Darlene's__ house now. And hopfully I don't ever go back to treatment, unless it is Shelter, because I think the __Shelter__ is fun, but not when you are on level 1, but if you are on level 2 or 3, it is really fun, because on level 2 you get to do more things that you want to, and that are safe, and on level 3 there is a level 3 room, where you get to go on the computer, and play video games, and also get to do even more things that you want to do, and that are safe! And now that I live with __Tina__ and __Darlene__ again, and their kids, __2__ year old __Bryson__, 6 year old __Tyler__, 19 year old __Caro__l, __17__ year old __Danielle__, and __16__ year old __Cindy, Carol__ is going to have a kid, and __Danielle__ already has one, and I think her name is __Rosie__. Now that I have been to a bunch of school I am going to tell you the names of them. First it goes __Maple Valley Anthon Oto__, __Critten Center school__, and then __Mondamian__ school, but I don't know the name, and then __Critten Center__ school, then __College View__, and then __Kate Mitchell__, and now __College View__ again. And now I hope that I don't move again, because I want everybody at this school to get to know me, because today on the bus, there was __2__ __3rd__ __graders__ making fun of me, and I don't know why, and I think it was because It was a sighal for for the __3rd__ __grader__ that I was sitting with, his name is __Noah__, and I think it's because they don't like me, and I don't know why they don't like me, and just because they think that I am mean and things like that, does not mean that they can make faces at __Noah__ about me, because they never even met me, so how would they know if I am nice, or if I am mean if they don't get to know me at all. They never asked me my name, they never talk to me, and they have gotten a chance to be my friend, because they think that I am mean, and I kow that I can be mean, because everybody is mean at some point, unless they are shy, and I am mostly nice though, and I also know that I can lie, and also steal, but I'm never ever going to do it again though. I am having a great day at school, and I have a ghost biuddy, and his name is __Joe__, and he is __12__ years old. He's really nice, and he is really friendly to people too. I like him. Yesterday I made a __Valintines__ __Day__ card for him, and I let him read it this morning too. It says, To my beloved gardian, __JOE__! Because he guards me. He got shot in the head when he was __5__ years old, and know he is __12__, and he is also my guardan too.I am having fun at school today, and I don't know why, but I think it is because __JOE__ is making me happy, and because it is __Valantines__ __Day__ today too. Oh yeah I forgot to say my siblings names, my __Mom's__ name is __Lashawn__ __Haley__, my __Sister's__ name is __Tatiana__ __Gaines__, my __Brother's__ name is __Marvin Gaines__, my __Aunt's__ name is __Lamyia__ __Rhyne__, my __Grandma's__ name is __Valerie__ __Haley__, my __3__ __uncles__ names are __Jalyn__ __Ford__, __Jarred__ __Ford__, and __Jeramiah__ __Haley__, and of course my name is __Ta'Tania__ __Gaines__. __Jalyn__ and __Jarred__ are __Twins__, and I think they are both __16__, __Jeramiah__ I think is __18__, __Tatiana__ is __17__, __Marvin__ is __16__, I think __Myia__ is __20__ or __21__, I think my __Mom__ is __//32//__, I don't know how old my __Grandma__ is, but I think she is __fifty something__, but I don't know for sure, my and I am __10__, and I am going to be __11__ on __July 25th__ of __2002__, and I was __Born__ in __Sioux__ __City__, my __Sister__ was __Born__ in __Chicago__, and my __Brother__ was __Born__ in __Chicago__ too. They both are older than me, so I am the baby in my __Family__. __Tina__ is __34__ years old and __Darlene__ is __49__ years old. I am getting use to this school again, and I am making a lot of friends so far also. I don't like people looking at things that I type, because most of the things that I type are personal information about my life, and I like when people look at them, and I ask them not to share/tell anyone about it, they still do that, and then I can't trust them anymore, because they lied to me, and said that they wouldn't tell anyone, but they still do it anyway, and that's what I don't like about people. I have a family that is not able to take care of me, my sister, or my brother. Because we are all in foster care or in a treatment center, and our family still gets us things, but what I mean about our family is not able to take care of us, is that we are not able to live with them, and we are either in foster care like me and my brother, or in a treament center like my sister. I have been in treatment before too, but I get mad really easy, and I do things that hurts others, but I get consequences for that, and I don't get away with doing it, because that is not right, and it's wrong to do. This morning I got soooooooo mad, that I want to go back to Beloit, and I really do want to go back to beloit. The reason why I wan to is because the people that I live with have a son, and he is 6 years old, and I just wanted to punch him sooooooooooooo bad, and that is how mad I am, and I still want to go back to Beloit, because I have a bffl, and I want to see her, and also, because I miss Melanie, and I miss Courtney really bad toooooooooooo. I don't like Tyler at all, and I expecially don't accept him as my foster brother, because I already have my own brother that came from my mom's stomaach,a nd my own sister to, because she also came from my mom's stomach too, and so did I! So I don't want to get adopted, don't accept any of them as my parents, or my sisters, or my brothers, or any of their family members as a part of my actual family either, because I don't like any of them accept the dogs, myself, Bryson, and that is it. Because Tyler hits me, kicks me, and also flips me off, but I don't really care, because it's just a finger, and he has nooooooooooooooooo right to hit or kick me, beause if he does again I will tell my mom the next time she calls me or sends a letter to me, and I will tell my sister, my brother, my grandma, my uncles, and my cousins, and also my auntd. And I will tell people that I trust, and that are adults, accept my fa,ily doesn't have to an adult, because I am done with him hitting me, and kcking me toooooooooooooooo! That is how mad I am this morning his parents don't do anything about, not even if they see it, they don't do anything about it, because they can get in big trouble for letting him hit and kick me, right in front of them, and also he bit me to, and they don't do anything about it either, oh yeah, and also they threatened me, and said they will hit me, like whe parents spanck their child, and that's what they said, just because I was telling Tyler to knock it off, because he was hitting and kicking me! I just feel like I want to punch them all, and walk right out the door, and never come back,and I just want to go back to Beloit, just for for all that stuff, that they said, that their son did, and how they have been treating me, like TREAT OTHERS THE WAY YOO WANT TO BE TREATED, and also the PLATNUM RULE, is TREAT OTHER THE WAY YOU WISH TO BE TREATED! That is what I learned at Beloit toooooooooooooooooooooo! So that is what they should use, because they shouldn't be TREATING me badly, and then TREATING their own children good, and they should TREAT me how they TREAT their own children,and themself tooooooooooooooooooooooo! That's how I want to be TREARED, jus how they TREAT themselves, and their children, accept the spanking thing, because my mom, my grandma, and my aunt do that not them, in plus they are both married, a girl named Tina, and a girl named Darllene are married, and I don't feel comfortable about living with them anymore, because I thought that they changed, but aparently not, I changed to, until Tyler, started his crap! Yesterday I was soooooooooooo angry, because TYLER hit me, and he alsso flipped me off, all I said was "It's just a finger TYLER!" Right now I am having a great day at Kate Mitchell Elementary, and I am having great times with my friends today also, and I am glad that I left Tina & Darlene's house, because they slapped me on the face, and twisted my arm too, ( Foster Parents did that to me!) I love this school! It is really awesome too!

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